More to this life

back again...after nearly a month.

However lotsa stuff happened within the span of 3 weeks. Grandpa in and out of hospital and he passed away on 23rd Feb.

but! indeed the Lord has been good!
You may wonder whether i'm mad or jus plain bo chup to think that God can still be good after what has happened. but if you are really wondering why, come and ask me.

Giving thanks to the Lord also for the people that encouraged my family and i during our bereavement. Esp to my dear sister G for all the smses..really appreciate that.

its back to work again.. really enjoying what i am doing at the moment. Its difficult at times..i mean which job is not difficult..but i really thank the Lord for my colleagues coz they've really been helping me a lot! not only are they always ready to answer my questions but whenever they come across something that they think i may not know, they will take the initiative to teach me! The best thing is they are fun!

well Life goes on but make sure that you are living a life with a purpose!


There’s more to this life than living and dying,
More than just trying to make it through the day;
More to this life, more than these eyes alone can see,
And there’s more than this life alone can be.

Trust his Heart..

Chinese New year is something that i look forward to every year..
Family Dinner,Visitation,snacks and ang paos!
everyone in their new clothes and in a cheery mood!

we did the same as we did every year pineapple tarts,love letters Keropok..steamboat..but it was different..
Ah kong wasn't with us when we did all these...went to the nursing home to visit him..felt sad when i saw that he was having difficulty breathing..Later on he was in critical condition in the hospital..Docs said he could go anytime..
Thoughts went through my mind..was thinking that it'll be better if the Lord takes him away so that he wouldn't have to suffer so much..but then again..who are we to demand from God?
He knows the perfect timing..
There's this song that i know that talks about trusting in the Lord even when
in our human weakness we may not see the evidence of the Lord "working"

"Trust his Heart"


All things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could.
Struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what's best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
and you just can't see Him,
Remember He's still on the throne.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
trust His heart.

He sees the Master plan.
He holds the future in His hands.
So don't live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
but He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry,
He's weaving you and me to someday be just like Him.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
when you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
Trust His heart.

And it Begins again..

whoa! Long long time since i last blogged..nearly half a year ago..

2004 was really a struggle for me..Transitioning from sch to working life.
Being involved in the mission trip as well as overseeing the concert made me see God's grace more clearly.
It is really his work that i was able to pull through the both.

And it begins again..New Year,New Job,New CG..
What will it be like this year? i really do not noe..
BUt i noe the person who does!
Praise the Lord for the year that has passed and i anticipate what he is going to do this year!
The new generation of YCG is coming up! A little scared...but if the Lord has called me to the work..he will see me through it! It definitely not going to be easy.
Pray with me as i allow the Lord to work in and through me for his good purpose!

PS: i will try to update as often as i can...i hope..i think..lol..
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