Monday, April 30, 2007

woohoo!





On the way to school on a rainy day.... Adelaide was having a level 3 water restriction, and if it didn't rain soon, drinking water might have been a problem as well. Thank God for sending the rain!! if not you all will soon see a dehydrated cow..loL! thats michelle's pink umbrella by the way haha..
Michelle and i , she tried to get me to smile but.......haha..






This i Lily, another of my groupmate. She's my junior from singapore poly leh! and i've never seen her in my life. So wierd rite..see la take picture with her then never look at camera..

My big face and crazy groupmates at the background. All trying to have some fun while rushing our assignment on a saturday afternoon APV(Advanced property valuation) rocks!!

Lotsa stuff coming to me at 1 time..honestly i'm kinda losing my focus. i wanna do eveything but i can't. trying to find the root..but end up getting more frustrated. arghh...NEED REST...

Friday, April 27, 2007

Passing the test

My heart can't express the amazement of what God is doing!!

I'm indeed blessed and privileged to be able to witness the wonders of God!
TRansformed lives are the best evidence. Even a glimpse of it makes in want more!

The Lord began to challenge me in the area of really giving my ALL to him.
Serve him, worship him with everything i have. All my resources!
So i told the Lord during easter camp that, ok i'm really gonna give my all from now on!!

Then came 21st April. Our Cg had a slumber party, originally supposed to be just bonding time for the Gals but it was decided that we should invite our frens for BBQ earlier in the day so that we can reach out as well. I was super excited.

When people started to come, i suddenly felt intimidated. Shyed away for a while. Until someone said "Sarah, why u so quiet? "
The Lord then helped me realise that i was letting fear of getting out of my comfort zone get the better of me. I know some people must be thinking..."sarah fear of meeting new people??" no way man...BUT it really happened..

What happened to the fire of reaching out?? Giving my all to the LOrd?? IT didn't seem that way anymore. I realised that the Lord would always allow a situation to enable is to excercise what we said to him before.

Wanting the Lord's heart, He looked at people and loved them (Rich young ruler story)
Am i able to do that??

Lord help me to know how..

Thursday, April 19, 2007

AMAZING....

OCF Easter Camp 07!!

Esther and myself outside the Dorms


Your Love is higher then the heavens! You love is deeper then the ocean....
I'm still "suffering" from the after effects of Easter camp!
I can only say that God is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
Don't limit what God can do!
6 people got saved and many rededicated their lives to the LOrd again!
Uncle vincent the camp speaker spoke from the book of Jonah
i found it ridiculous and quite wierd how Jonah thought that he could run away from God just by sailing away to another place.
i mean Jonah was a prophet , i'm sure he knew God and what he can do, somemore tried to commit suicide by asking the sailors to throw him overboard.
what?!?
As these thoughts ran thru my mind, God directed my thoughts to examine myself.
I began to see that i'm like that sometimes..I know who God is, know his character but sometimes still choose to disobey him.
so many lost opportunities in telling people about Christ...hiding , making excuses, trying justifying of wrong actions.
Its not that i don't know God sees right into my heart, i think its more of bluffing myself.
Lord, help me to want to do what is right before u...