Passing the test

My heart can't express the amazement of what God is doing!!

I'm indeed blessed and privileged to be able to witness the wonders of God!
TRansformed lives are the best evidence. Even a glimpse of it makes in want more!

The Lord began to challenge me in the area of really giving my ALL to him.
Serve him, worship him with everything i have. All my resources!
So i told the Lord during easter camp that, ok i'm really gonna give my all from now on!!

Then came 21st April. Our Cg had a slumber party, originally supposed to be just bonding time for the Gals but it was decided that we should invite our frens for BBQ earlier in the day so that we can reach out as well. I was super excited.

When people started to come, i suddenly felt intimidated. Shyed away for a while. Until someone said "Sarah, why u so quiet? "
The Lord then helped me realise that i was letting fear of getting out of my comfort zone get the better of me. I know some people must be thinking..."sarah fear of meeting new people??" no way man...BUT it really happened..

What happened to the fire of reaching out?? Giving my all to the LOrd?? IT didn't seem that way anymore. I realised that the Lord would always allow a situation to enable is to excercise what we said to him before.

Wanting the Lord's heart, He looked at people and loved them (Rich young ruler story)
Am i able to do that??

Lord help me to know how..