Leave it all behind now..

Its funny how the past comes to haunt us again.
Past experiences, relationships etc..
while its nice to reminisce on the past is it robbing you of your future?

Sentimental? i dun think so.. clinging on to the past? haha most likely..
As doubts keep coming into my mind on whether i want to stay on.
At the back of it is the voice that says, "why do you still question? Step by faith into it!"

uncertainty, fear.

Where is God in all of this?
he is there waiting for me to give it all to him, waiting for me to stop rattling off with the "what if's" and sit still to listen to him.

I guess i've been too concerned about "where" he wants me to be in the physical, but rather i've missed out the most impt part - He is more concerned about my relationship with him and building my character.

ALWAYS Shouting at myself endlessly..."come on Sarah!!!! Just do it LA~"

Hopefully my response will not be.....*walking around in circles* Again..

Holiday! Celebrate!

Friend: yeah next week i'm on holidays already!
Me: why so good one?!?
Friend : You also on holiday wat..
Me:issit? Oh i knew!

It sounds so cliche but i've to say it..
Time FLIES............FAster then the the bullet train in Japan.
Before i know it, i would have graduated, started working, find a husband settle down, have a few kids. hahaahhaha! ..yeah rite....
Well, i'm waiting for SOME ppl to get married before me *hint*

Kinda worried about whats gonna happen in the next phase of my life.
I have an idea of what i wanna do etc..BUT lotsa questions still flooding my mind , whether or not its the right decision, then Family how?
Yes asking God for more confirmation..(haha some of you are gonna laugh at me again loL!) Horrible rite..when God dosen't say things that we want, we keep questioning asking, finding excuses. The ultimate response its just to believe and Obey.
So easy yet so hard. Hard because we do not fear God to obey at once.

THank God that he is patient with us, but lets not take it for granted..